you can't lose something you never had

I have no idea what is going on, and what I'm doing......

I'm probably going to laugh about everything later on.... but that's the thing... it's only LATER on that this will all seem pretty damn funny.

So for now, it's just gotta be suffering and suppressing things.

They were in my hands... and I felt them slowly slipping through my fingers.

And then they were gone.

how dramatic and ambiguous of me to post something like this up.