only hope

A Walk To Remember is one of my top 3 fave movies. It's honestly not the greatest movie... Mandy cannot act, the storyline is cliche, and most of the lines are so cheesy... but I love it. I love the feelings I experience when I watch the movie... I love imagining a Landon Carter in my life.

Oh, jeez.

I'm a young, hormonal 18-year old girl! Doesn't that justify my desires of wanting a relationship like theirs?!

No... no, it does not. :( I know better. This is just... not of God. It's emotional lust. It's seeking love to please myself, to fill the areas of my heart where I'm in desperate need of SOMETHING.

Oh, jeez.

God is better than any Landon Carter. But... it would still be nice to meet one. :)